Lately I've been reminded that there is a part of me that will always be a drama-seeking 16-year-old girl, forever looking for the high that comes from angst and tears. It always seems so stupid in retrospect, but when it hits I really can't help myself, and sometimes I even find myself fantasizing about things I did in my foolish teenager years that I swore I'd never go back to.
I'm hoping it's just my hormones or something. I think my problem is that I either don't give a fuck about what someone thinks of me, or I go to the other extreme and anything that sounds the slightest bit negative terrifies me. I really need to stop being so insecure.
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